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Sunday, June 7, 2009

31st May - My Day

cHaKKk!! ehehe.. akhirnya, fatin kembali lagi dengan lembaran baru, azam baru, nombor baru, perubahan yg baru..semuanya baru.. kenapa? ahaa.. kerana 31 May sudah pun berlalu, dan bermulalah pembaharuan selepas tarikh keramat tersebut.. ahakss~

Actuallay 31 May merupakan hari lahir fatin.. Terima kasih pada semua yg wish besday.. mendoakan kesejahteraan, kebahagiaan dan kejayaan fatin.. moga semua yg baik2 terbalas olehNya kepada anda sekalian..

fatin tahu dah agak terlewat nak up kan posting pasal besday yg dah hampir seminggu berlalu, tapi apadahal, blog fatin.. sukati lah kan.. ekekeke.. Actually mmg dah lama bercadang nak update blog nih, tapi malangnya 3 June merupakan tarikh final paper utk Forensic.. Fatin x nak ulas lebih lanjut pasal exam Forensic yg telah mencoret arang hitam di jiwa fatin, cukuplah sekadar fatin katakan, ianya adalah exam yg juga hampir meragut nyawa fatin.. fuh2.. skeri laks dengarnye.. tapi betol, i went insane, i lost hope, 2 malam x tdo, x makan.. so stressful that it really might have killed me because it has switch on my thyrotoxicosis.. tapi alhamdulillah, semua pengorbanan dan kesengsaraan di balas dengan kejayaan.. tahniah diucapkan pada semua yg mengambil exam pada 3 june tempoh hari.. u guys.. no.. we deserve the victory after all damn hard works! 2 thumbs up! ** sampai ternganga la examiner tu dengan kitorang dat day.. amek kau! dont underestimate us wink2.. **

back to the topic.. on the 30th lagi fatin dah dapat ucapan2 besday.. well, to tell the truth, since school days, mmg kebanyakannya akan silap tarikh 30th & 31st May. hmm. ada ekceli kawan fatin yg besdaynya 30th May.. Si Kudin & Si Haswan.. 2-2 mamat nih besday diorg 30hb. tapi fatin ingatkan dah habis zaman skolah, dah xde kaitan dgn org besday 30hb, xde lah nak mixed up dates lagi.. nampaknya harapan hanya tinggal harapan.. this year, delta pulak gi bukak thread kat portal on the 30th.. sob2.. wuuuuu~ it will keep on continuing until the end i guess.. guess i just need to change my birth date on my birth certificate..

but, who cares.. as long as there's ppl who remembers your day.. that's more than enuff.. right :D thanx kepada semua yg wish.. here I gave the link to my besday thread, started by Mr. Delta.
http://www.thnfm.net/v1/forum/index.php?showtopic=3912
Terima kasih pada pokcik tersayam sebab nyanyikan lagu besday live on air thru radio terhavoc di alam maya, ThnFM! hoyeahh~ mekasyeh pokcik.. lebiu lebiu! huuuu.. terharu fatin sampai menitis air mata terhadap semua kawan2 yg sgt disayangi.. tenkiu2..

on the 31st, fatin sambung je la stadi forensic yg meragut nyawa tuh.. dah nak tergolek2 dah stadi.. rasa dah hafal, dah baca. but there were too many things to remember!! arghhh! and there's so many non-medical things! damn.. mmg membunuh la forensic nih! dah lama fatin x rasa seksa stadi camtu.. last time, it was Histology.. ya tuhan, sangatla meluat subjek tuh.. fuh2.. mencik2.. dah lama x stress camtu.. dah lama x muntah2 sebab terlalu packed kepala.. dah lama x pernah tremor satu badan.. dah lama x rasa "give up".. yerp.. i almost give up dat time.. terlalu banyak.. sampaikan tido pun termimpi2 mayat.. masok bilik pun terbau-bau mayat.. yerlah, bau mayat pun kena hafal.. org ni mati sebab nih, bau nya gini.. mati sebab tu, bau nya gitu.. tu x masok kaler2 badan mayat lagi.. x masok bab2 guns, shot guns, dan segala benda alah lagi.. bukan blaja forensic nih, just some forensic.. u also have to be a toxicologist, peluru-logist, pistol-logist, histologist, biologist, thanatologist, dah segala pakar yg buleh.. damn! alhamdulillah i surpassed all that.. pheww...

masa 31hb tuh, fatin stadi2, sampai terlena sekejap.. actually bukanlah mengantok, tapi fatin dah terlalu penat menghafal.. stadi.. terlalu penat.. so terlelap la kejap.. terasa mcm dengar suara hani (jiran sebelah), maybe some sort of dreams, i guessed..
tiba-tiba..
"happy besday to u.. happy besday to u.. happy besday to fatin.. happy besday to u.."
yeayyy~ kak sue, ayman, hani, adikk buat besday suprise utk fatin.. fatin terkejut berok la kan bangun tido, mamai.. gosok2 mata.. tgk 3 org anak dara nyanyi lagu besday sambil menari2 ala2 x ketahuan gaks.. wakakaka..
tenkiu2 so much guyz.. really suprised me to death that time.. kui3..


kak sue buat mee rebus, dan satu lagi tu fatin tatau la ape namanya.. some sort of desert, dengan buah peach.. tapi mmg sgt2 sedap.. nyum2.. adikk jadi cameraman, so dia xde la dlm gamba.. kih2.. fatin dah terpinga2 tuh, diorg kasik la time suh fatin tuka baju.. fatin main rembat je baju, jeans, tudung.. muka dah basuh2 pun still blurr & ngantoks.. tgk semua pun mcm xde perasaan.. but still i am so thankful to them.. muahs muahs.. mekasyehh~ luv u guys so much!

from left: ayman, me, kak sue, honey
that was my happiest day of the year.. every year, that is my day.. yeah.. every year, everybody has their own day.. but it depends.. depends on how u accept that day.. whether u celebrate it or not.. or how u spend your day.. it depends..
i know some ppl might say, it is so childish of me to take a birthday in such a serious way.. say what ever u wanna say.. what ever it is, it is my day.. and i chosed it to be My Day.. that's why, i would do anything to cheer anybody on their day.. and i hope that, even if no one would one to cheer me up on my day, at least, dont hurt me on dat day.. u have all another 364 other days to do it.. but pls.. leave this one day for me.. for myself.. for my own happiness..
I wont ask for presents.. i dont ask for wishes.. i dont need any praise.. i just want to be happy on that special day of mine.. as for the time being, it's 31st May each year.. maybe.. maybe.. someday.. my wedding day too will be my day.. well, not just my day, but also i'll be sharing it wif my special someone which i will give all my heart to.. and that time too, i was hoping dat no one will intefere.. no sadness.. no troubles.. no.. no.. no.. leave these 2 days of my life away from tears.. bring me joy and happiness.. that's all i'm asking.. not more..
thank you so much to all my family, my frens.. selama 23tahun, kalian telah membahagiakan diri yg kerdil ini pada hari nya.. terima kasih..

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