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Friday, January 6, 2012

..4 days in a row!..

07 January 2012
Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera! :D

Ehem2.. Kalau fatin dah boleh update blog ni, makna kata, fatin masih lah hidup lagi, dan alhamdulillah, berjaya melepasi tempoh genting selama 4 hari tu! yey! alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. 

People might be wondering, kenapalah syukur sgt2 fatin ni kan? Sapa yg kerja dgn fatin skali, akan tau lah nikmat yg fatin tgh rasa skrg ni :D ngeee..~

Well, I'm not going to story in detailed what happened for the past 4 days. Just that in conclusion, I am so Thankful to Allah swt for making it passed smoothly with minimal stress.. And I am so lucky to be the chosen one for this "hard task" :)


Last week, others will be wishing me "good luck fatin for next week!" Semua pon mesti simpati dgn fatin masa tu kan? hehe.. I was so stressed out, but thanks to all who gave me support, doa's and everything :) Especially my mama, my chenta and frens! Skrg nih, Fatin dah completed the task, ada pulak yg datang kat fatin cakap "Aku jeles dgn ko weh.. ko dapat gi periphery, dapat case best2.." Dalam hati ni, syukur banyak.. Ye lah, I might be dealing with the toughest person ever in the department, but at the same time, I was given cases which are very rare to get :) Time to filled up your log book bebeh!

For the past 4 days, fatin dah terpacak pagi2 buta reviewing patients.. Most of the days I went back quite late.. Plus with rare cases.. Banyak masok ICU, OT, emergency cases.. 

4 hari ni je ada 2 big cases in ICU (minor2 xyah citer lah).. Kadang2 rasa.. Hishh.. Takotnya nak mengandung, nak beranak.. Anything can happen.. One minute u'll be so clinically stable.. another minute u'll be ending up in the ICU.. Nauzubillah.. Inilah pengorbanan ibu2.. Rasa insaf sangat. Demi nak melahirkan sorg lagi manusia ke muka bumi nih, betapa banyak pengorbanan dan kesusahan dia. Mana yang kena diabetik, kena jaga makan minum, ikat perut. Mana yang dok muntah teruk2, lembik, kena masok air. semua demi nak lahirkan anak yg dikandung tu.. 

Ada gak la fatin bebel kekadang kat baby2 nih masa dok check2 baby kan.. hehe.. harap2 baby2 ni sume dgr lah kata2 doktor ni kan! Besar nanti, jgn lupa jasa ibu nih.. nak lahirkan kamu tadi, bukannya mudah.. 

I once cried in the labour room (Oppss.. terbukak cerita) and how I called up my mom and keep on telling how much I love her and how I can never repay for everything she had done for me since the 1st day she knew she was pregnant! 

Paling sedih 2 hari lepas, While I was in the ICU, I was told we're expecting a case from MH.. So, as I was waiting in the ICU, 15 mins.. 30 mins.. 40 mins have passed by.. Mana patient aku nih? Called up MH, no one's picking up.. Hmm.. Suddenly my MO called up - she didnt make it.. They call it at MH itself.. with peri-mortem c-sect is being done.. Sedih sgt fatin dgr.. Ibu meninggal x sempat lahirkan anak.. I cant tell any futher story about this, tapi just nak kongsi cerita.. 

Sebagai anak, hargailah ibu2 anda ya.. mengandung dan melahirkan anak ni, she is putting her life in the line.. while u still have your mother around, value her.. show her your love.. kenapa nak malu atau ego utk menunjukkan kasih syg pada ibu? Nanti bila dia dah takda, nak menangis air mata berdarah pon x guna. Masa ada ibu ni, mintak dia doakan kita.. Itulah doa paling dekat dengan Allah..

Moga roh si ibu dan bayinya ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg soleh dan solehah, ameen.. Al-Fatihah..

Today fatin keje petang malam pagi (nak kata keja malam x boleh, sbb 430pm dah punch card dah sampai esok pagi, huhu..) Cuba tido sampai petang tapi x boleh.. 8am je mata dah bulat! Penat guling2, takleh tido gak :( Malam ni janganlah ngantok dan letih plak kan.. Haihh.. susah betul nak tido utk keja malam nih :(

Tgh dok pikir nak gi keje kul 330pm ke 4pm? Nak tapau makanan lagi. Sbb once fatin dah start masok ward, sampai pagi lah aku x reti dok diam. Kalau x kacau nurse, akan kacau patient. hehe.. Lagipun, this will be my last call/working day in gynae-onco ward.. Moga dipermudahkan semua urusan malam ni~ ameen.. :)

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